Monday, July 26, 2010

He's taken. :(

What do I do when the guy I like has a girlfriend?... Well, I guess there is nothing to do. Personally, I just sit there and listen to music. I make a playlist on my ipod of songs about how I want him, but I can't have him. Here's two of them:

Amy Pearson - Wish I Was Her
Favorite Lyric: "I wish that my touch made you smile like that and I wish that I had you the way that she has."

Paula DeAnda - When It Was Me
Favorite Lyric: "I'm not jealous, no I'm not. I just want everything shes got."

He's dropped hints that he liked me and that he might break up with his girlfriend and that things weren't really working out with her. It's so sad. :( It's hard too, because he doesn't really know how I feel. I was thinking about telling him, but I didn't wanna be a homewrecker. What if she really likes him and he broke up with her? :( I wouldn't want her to feel like that! I'm not sure if telling him is the right thing to do... I thought long and hard about it. Then I found this quote:

"It hurts to love in vain and hurts even more to know that the one you love is loving someone else. But what hurts most, is finding out that he’s loving someone else, because you never gave him the chance to love you." -Unknown

I think that's a great saying. If he doesn't know, then how can he ever give me a chance? Also, my friend gave me some pretty good advice. She said that if I really like him that much, then I can wait for him OR move on. So, I think that I might tell him, but I'll wait some more first. If I wait a long time, then I might tell and if that doesnt work then I'll just have to move on. Writing this actually made me feel a little better. I hope that maybe you guys find some interest in my own personal story and that it might help you if you are going through the same thing. :) <3

-Annie

3 comments:

  1. I do the same thing. Listen to songs on my ipod. I love ya Annie!

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  2. so sad.. i also listen to the lyrics :) check out my blog annie!! hanansblogeverything.blogspot.com

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